Drama DI

For all that you've taught,
I've given you my attentiveness .

For all the joy you've shown,
I've given you my heart.

For all the hard times,
I've promised that I'll stand by you.

For all the unforgettable memories,
I will smile and keep them close.

and for all you've given me,
I return to you my warmest gratitude.

I must edit this part after reconciling last night. To those who had read this last night, hehe... sorry for the false alarm. But the "sajak" part, i do not have to delete since that is still how i feel about him, now. I must confess, being in a relationship is not as easy as breathing air. There's no such thing as smooth-sailing all the time. The paths will always be rocky and the winds will keep on pushing you away from the right track. I almost ended my relationship last night, thinking that he disappeared into thin air. And tadaaa! he resurfaced again, when I almost gave up, thanks to the bloody PlayStation that kept him in his cave alive even without food, water and worst, he was alive without me! I cried a bucket and he was just happy with his buddies. Oh God, how selfish can a laki-laki be when they want to?

As if Avril Lavigne understands my feelings, here I am listening to her new single "Keep Holding On". But how long can a YOUNG LADY hold on to a BOY? Until then I'll just keep on praying that I'll make the right choice in the end, amin.

to all my girlfriends who helped me through the 2 suffering days, I can't thank you guys enough.

It made me realize even more that spending time with girlfriends are so much better!

Perhaps, it is so hard for me to find my soulmate because I already have you guys :)

So I kept on thinking, what if in the end, all this courtship will not even matter at all...